The following is a journal of my thoughts during the journey.

I sat in a pool on my own filth and experienced realities.
My phone was candy shop with experiences I could feel, all in the palm of my hand.
Where the fuck have we gone wrong.... [READ MORE]

Today I chased someone down. Something within is trying to get out
and something without is trying to get in.

Something vibrated against me one day. It's vibration did something to me. Day by day. Something changes in me. Various parts of me come away. Various things replace me. It's something else. There are so many out there.... [READ MORE]

Other eye, one eye, other eye.
What kind of strange creation am I?
To think thoughts like these.
I know there is something missing in me.
I am missing something that everyone else has
and to fill the space,
something foreign has taken that place... [READ MORE]

Socialization has become harder. I become less and less attuned to social cues. I’m afraid to look people in the face. Making eye contact is terrifying. Eyes are a terrifying thing. I have less and less desire to talk to anyone because my ability to carry a conversation is slipping away. I stutter and fumble over my words. I pause in awkward places in my sentences. I cannot articulate my thoughts clearly anymore.... [READ MORE]

A different woman’s voice came over the radio, her voice was heavy with grief. “My name is Chorla and I choose to help end Humanity. I had a son, Corl, he died when he was six because there were so many nano pollutants in his body. There was arsenic, plastic, cadmium, polyester and all these other things I can’t even pronounce. My baby was so sick all his life, he was full of pollutants and there was nothing I could do to help him. I couldn’t afford to get him treated because I couldn’t afford any health care. The government stopped providing children’s health insurance. So all I could do was try to comfort him as much as possible and watch him die. He wanted to change the world, become smart so he could help repair it. He never had a chance... [READ MORE]

A quantum particle can exist in many places at once due to one variable being random. All other variables are the same: mass, velocity of the particle, transfer of energy and result. The random variable is the place it appears on the vibration of a wavelength. Thus, a particle may appear in multiple places at once... [READ MORE]

Ahh, I can feel colors lavishly drip off the waterfall of my eyeballs. They become graceful, gentrified, gallivanting thoughts that turn into rainbow roads that roll off the back of my tongue. Many visions and thoughts dance in my head... [READ MORE]

The moon breathes and fog rolls down the hill.
The lights flicker and change as I see something emerge behind the moon.
This one calls out to me with words that can only be seen through the light created by night.
I call out to The Great One Behind the Moon... [READ MORE]

Can we just stop crowding the land with waste?
Let’s give it room to be a green place.
Don't pump yourself with toxic chemicals that leech into our soil.
Forget being burned to a crisp to fill the air with pollution.
Let’s stop taking resources just to bury them with those who don’t need them.
How’s that for a solution? ... [READ MORE]

The black holes fell and crashed into our dimension and created the universe.
They were dropped into this blank place and gave it life.
The collision of the two forces painted this canvas.
Paint splattered into patterns.
Matter was shaped into a form and the laws were given a physical presence... [READ MORE]

Time slipping past us and facing eternities
Thinking of death and sinking into absurdities
Unparalleled horrors in my mind are fusing
These are some of my cherished musings... [READ MORE]

I come into contact with the decay.
A friendly smile met with a middle finger.
Self absorbed pigs brute forcing their way past, unable to look up, make eye contact or use the words 'excuse me.'
An endless supply of apathy and hatred... [READ MORE]