April 29, 2026. 1530~1800
Photo by me.
The following is something I wrote during a journey.
What I Want to Be
what do i want to be?
I want to be the spark that brings change
i want to be the flower that brings brightness
i want to be the light that sheds insight into the darkness
i want to be the good that opposes the evil
Smothered
crushed
trampled
bulldozed
the weight of the world is upon my chest.
i heave with each breathe
struggle to fill each air sack
throat burned and crushed
why does it have to be so hard
why do i make it hard
peace
silence
reflection
stillness
why do i make it so hard??
why do i let myself hold myself back?
i have time
time to figure myself out
No one has to know except me
im the only one who knows and cares
i can become who i want to be